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found some old writings I had hidden away. They aren't that good but i thought i'd share.
Hope you like!
Take what you want from me
I stand alone once more
kill all the memories
in silent tears I'm drowning

Ignoring all my cries
I'm bleeding out again
holding in this empty feeling
it's killing me inside
I'm reaching for you

This hideous monster inside
devours all that I am
It annihilates my soul
obeying your every command
I would give anything
to feel your heartbeat again
it's stealing my life
breaking all hope left in me
it tears me apart
come save me

Leave me on the ground
just walk away from me
the knife I push inside
my dying heart beats slowly
why am I alive

Wish you'd return to me
I can't go on anymore
you don't hear me when I speak to you
I run away from everything
that scares me

come bury me face down
your hands drenched in my blood
drenched in my tears
let go of me
I scream in agony

you hideous monster
Inside the fire,
burning,
all i see is you.
My heart beats for you.
I am held down,
by my captivating fears.
You wipe away each tear that falls.

Broken,
lying in your hands,
is my trembling heart.
It cries,
for someone to save me.
Heal each piece of me
that's been broken inside.
Carry me under your wings,
because I'm too weak to fly.
And with the colors of your love,
paint me beautiful.

Under the sky,
I kiss the stars in your eyes.
You keep me from falling.
Feeling alive again,
my blood runs warm again.
You hold my head up high.

You lift me up,
out from the depths of my pain.
I reach for you.
Take me away.

Broken,
lying in your hands,
is my trembling heart.
It cries,
for someone to save me.
Heal each piece of me
that's been broken inside.
Carry me under your wings,
because I'm too weak to fly.
And with the colors of your love,
paint me beautiful.

You wipe away each tear that falls down.
Didn't you say you would be
always beside me.
Didn't you say
you would never leave,
and never say goodbye.

I wish you wouldn't have had to leave.
Life is a promise easily broken.
Now all I have are memories,
and these words left unspoken.

With nothing left to say,
I lay down these black roses.
I wish that i could stay,
but this is killing me.
Although i walk away,
you'll still be apart of me.
Black roses,Black roses.

Sometimes I still hear your voice
inside of my head.
Like a whispering shadow that stays,
you come and come again.

Life is always changing.
Sometimes we laugh,
and sometimes we cry.
I hope somehow you'll hear me
with each rainy day that passes by.

Come to me,
My life is the rose that's in your hands.
Don't let me die,
and wilt away.

With nothing left to say,
I lay down these black roses.
I wish that i could stay,
but this is killing me.
Although i walk away,
you'll still be apart of me.
Black roses,Black roses.
Black Roses
i wrote this one when i was about 15 or 16. I specifically remember because I was going through a difficult time in my life.
Basically its how people can come and go in our lives they can be good or bad times but everything that we go through makes a part of who we are.
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Hear the whispering words
spinning in your head.
Broken memories
from your heart that's dead.
Hearts keep beating,
believing lies of love.
Disintegrating inside me,
wake me up.

Every day is like December
cold and dead.
I hate remembering.
I fall again.
I die again.
Venom from your lips it speaks to me
What's the secret that you hide
in your eyes?
Your eyes are killing me.

Look into the mirror,
broken on the floor.
Bleed and cry,
I wish for something more.
Roses wilting,
the knifes in my back.
Nobody can stop the haunting.
Let me go.

Rip out my heart.
Your eyes are killing me.
December
I was going through my notebooks and found this, and several other writings hidden away, that i did about 5 years ago. I feel a little more comfortable with sharing my work so here you go! :)
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i heart art and i feel bad i hardly have time to draw or take photos cuz of work but im am uploading more stuff to my deviantart some verrry old and some new.enjoy!!

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LonerArts Featured By Owner May 30, 2015  Student Writer
Thank you for the Fav 
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Lolita-Artz Featured By Owner Sep 7, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks by KmyGraphic for the fav !! i hope you will like my new creation :) Music Burn My Soul by Lolita-Artz Spread More Love Emote - PLZ by a-kid-at-heart
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Felina180 Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2014  Student General Artist
Thank you very much for the fav, Merula! <3I really appreciate it!
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I hope you consider watching me if you like my art^^
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thewolfcreek Featured By Owner May 27, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you for the fav my friend...
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ralfw666 Featured By Owner May 25, 2014   Digital Artist
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EPIllustrations Featured By Owner May 20, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Hello thank you so much for the fav :heart:
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joergens-mi Featured By Owner May 19, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
:iconthankyouscript1::iconthankyouscript2::iconthankyouscript3: for the fav and have a little glimpse on my gallery  :) joergens-mi.deviantart.com
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AngelToAshes Featured By Owner May 19, 2014
thanks for the fave :)
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kiracrazy9999 Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
ur art is excellent. :)
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LostMemoryOfADream Featured By Owner May 18, 2014  Professional General Artist
Thanks for adding Mistress of the Night to your favorites! I'm glad you like it! :D
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